There is a wonderful mask festival called Barkpoopararde that is entirely attended only by hermits.
While no psychological expert am I, you need help.
OK, first, Stand up.
Face us, and say....
" I am an artist, I will not be a starving artist because that is a silly old notion. I have a talent that is something special and that most folks whish they had. As a matter of fact those folks will by my work. I will not sell myself cheap. I am not afraid of success because success feeds me and food is good. Yum.
There ...all better?
I held myself back once, then I jumped and took a chance. It seemed (so far) to work. You only live once And what if you run off to the hills and your and all the hermits love your incredible grass top Barkpooparade masks? What then?
Max